Black Goddess/ Two-faced ghost

Hello lovelies,

here are the pictures from latest photoshoot I've done with  Nadja Berberović.

This shoot is similar to this one (during winter, in the forest), but also a lot more dramatic and has the story behind it. All others were mainly fashion editorials, showing my make up and outfit combinations, but this one is connected to my dreams and the lyrics which are so personal. It is connected to the song of my band The Loudest Silence. The lyrics were written ages ago, and reveal the story of  two faced people, who are neither on the good nor bad side, lost and cursed. I connected those people and described them within the metaphor of an evil queen in magic land, who lives in a good land and she is evil. Seducing the lost ones, who can not decide where to go, being trapped and cursed to live as two faced forever. My message is that you should be yourself no matter where the world puts you in, and be strong for once YOU get lost you will never be able to go back and live happy. Once you put another face above the real one, you will never be able to get back. Love and do what you will :)

Ok, that's roughly it. And this shoot speaks instead of the lyrics. I'm acting that evil queen from the song.

It hurts
So never give all the heart
For I gave all the heart and lost
Time only knows the price
We have to pay

Now, more is heard than it's spoken
More is found than it's seen
Within the riddles in the dark
There and back again

Find yourself
For being two faced leads you to the
Evil queen in a magic land
Dark her hair like the winter’s night
Cold her touch like the snow white
Her lover becomes haunted
Within a story to tell
The story of a fragile soul
The story of a two faced ghost
The story of the one who's lost

Love and do what you will
Even though it seems to be a lonely life, it's the one you've chosen
Sphere of thoughts will save your soul
Pure and naked
Like the one of the innocent child

He lost his own, she was his curse and fall
Was it her reflection? Or of a two faced ghost?

Behind the scenes

trying to get warm, as it was as freezing as hell, I assure you!

Imaginaerum/ Gentleman's touch

Firstly, a couple of pictures in color. And then black&white ones.

I've always loved black&white movies and therefore pictures in this post are all in black and white (rather grayscale) pictures. Those who are following my blog surely remember similar outfit such as this one

I also made boyish look post here

I love being elegant and sexy when wearing men's clothes such as men's suit and white shirt. A Lady with gentleman's touch.

This outfit is mix of everything, I would say. Theatrical, circus and Hollywood movie inspired look. The title reveals some of the inspiration found, and it is the title of the latest Nightwish album, my favourite band ever. It has got that circus, theatrical vibe. It's about magic land and magicians, and this outfit is some kind of interpretation of female magician. I love magic and being a magician lady is what the pictures are about. 

So, if you didn't have the chance to listen to ''Imaginaerum'', download it now! It's pure perfection.

I'd also add Charlie Chaplin as one of the influences. 

The pictures are taken by Nina Mašić and edited by me(except the fourth, fifth and sixth one).

Trench Coat Dress

The dress I'm wearing is a gift from my oldest sister. She bought it in Belgrade, in June. I got it as a birthday present, as my birthday is on the 11th of June. But I didn't wear it until now, because I didn't have the chance to. As you may know, I've got 3 more sisters, twin sister and two older ones. The other older sister bought me 2 dresses as well, and I'll show them as soon as possible. My sister told me that when she saw the dress, she immediately imagined me wearing it:) It looks like a trench coat, but it's a dress. It's perfect for autumn, and winter as well, with some cardigan and leather gloves.:)
The dress is bought in Morgan, unfortunately I didn't manage to find it here in Sarajevo, or I didn't search enough. But my sister told me that they've got amazing clothes. Modern retro inspired, mostly. Which is perfect combination for me:P
So, here are the pictures
Don't mind my silly behaviour:D I may look like a princess but I act like a silly girl sometimes:D It's mostly when my boyfriend is near. We act crazy all the time, and people stare at us, as I laugh so that the whole city can hear me:D

Dark Lady

Hello there!
I'm styding these days, and I have no time to blog every day, but I've got more than 5 outfits to show you, as I've done shootings outside and in the house a couple of days ago, and the pictures are waiting to be uploaded. I didn't sort the folders, the pictures are quite in a mess, but I'll sort it out as soon as possible:)
As you all may know, my favourite eye make up is something like smokey eyes with golden and black shades.When I started doing make up on my own, beginning in the late primary school days, I didn't have Internet, I didn't read fashion magazines, it just came naturally to me. I used this kind of make up since then, and somehow, it stayed my favourite look. I don't know where the idea came from, but it just did.
I do not use eyeliner that much, but kohl pencil, to make that cat eye look. I don't like rules and classic looks that everyone follows. I like to create something myself.
All of the pictures are taken by my boyfriend. And,I realised I love him to take the pictures of me the most, as we know eachother very well, and he really reads my mind. Being 6 years with someone, and photographed by the same person all the time is the best thing.
The connection between the photographer and model is the most important thing:) In my case, that connection is something special and intimate:)
I feel like I could do whatever I want in front of the camera, like he doesn't exist at all, as he is the person I believe in the most:)

I have to go back styding, so I'll stop here:)

(p.s.If you want to see the make up in details, click on the picture in photobucket to enlarge it)I didn't have that much time to crop the details:P

unedited ones

Autumn Leaves